[ . . . he still is, without question. he breathes in a little bit at that and - then out. it's hard for him. he's probably someone who actually overthinks a lot, despite the fact that his head appears empty most of the time.
what is justice anyway?]
.... I think I'm going to keep feeling a way. This place... really pushes me in terms of - all of that. I've dealt with murder cases before, I've even lost someone close to me...
But.... they normally don't happen this close together - it doesn't normally feel like so... much.
[it's overwhelming. he's still standing, stubbornly so, but it gives him so very much to think about]
I'm sure there's something about this place specifically that is meant to push us all to our limit. Things are on a schedule, of sorts - [ in a twisted way, anyway ] - but that doesn't necessarily mean there's time to get used to it.
[ if you're not used to it already, anyway; for gu yun, this place is just another war. he pauses for a moment, glancing at his full glass. mineo feels so loudly, even without the emotion share, and he's quieter and more receptive, seeming just thoughtful, though there's a melancholy tinge to the air. no room for feeling anything, in his life. ]
If we catch whoever killed Childe tomorrow, what will you do?
[ . . . . he shakes his head and - there's another fear. another ache. the worry about losing someone. at this point, mineo truly does like everyone left. the idea of voting at all means losing one more person.]
.... I don't vote much to begin with. I voted for the robot after it harassed Takeru, and I voted for Childe twice last week with a power because I was nervous Satoru was going to be set up to take the fall. [even now, the only times that mineo has voted has been out of protective measures]
I don't think... that's suddenly going to change.
[he doesn't think he'll suddenly crave blood in the slightest]
...I think a no vote won’t be impossible, this week. There is always the worry of a spite vote, but - we have nine hours to convince anyone who might be hesitant, by force or otherwise.
[ he takes a sip of his wine: emotionally, he just puts off a sense of determination. Resolve. ] That’s going to be my focus tomorrow, more than anything else. Let’s keep death off of the table.
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what is justice anyway?]
.... I think I'm going to keep feeling a way. This place... really pushes me in terms of - all of that. I've dealt with murder cases before, I've even lost someone close to me...
But.... they normally don't happen this close together - it doesn't normally feel like so... much.
[it's overwhelming. he's still standing, stubbornly so, but it gives him so very much to think about]
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[ if you're not used to it already, anyway; for gu yun, this place is just another war. he pauses for a moment, glancing at his full glass. mineo feels so loudly, even without the emotion share, and he's quieter and more receptive, seeming just thoughtful, though there's a melancholy tinge to the air. no room for feeling anything, in his life. ]
If we catch whoever killed Childe tomorrow, what will you do?
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.... I don't vote much to begin with. I voted for the robot after it harassed Takeru, and I voted for Childe twice last week with a power because I was nervous Satoru was going to be set up to take the fall. [even now, the only times that mineo has voted has been out of protective measures]
I don't think... that's suddenly going to change.
[he doesn't think he'll suddenly crave blood in the slightest]
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...I think a no vote won’t be impossible, this week. There is always the worry of a spite vote, but - we have nine hours to convince anyone who might be hesitant, by force or otherwise.
[ he takes a sip of his wine: emotionally, he just puts off a sense of determination. Resolve. ] That’s going to be my focus tomorrow, more than anything else. Let’s keep death off of the table.