[ a ready agreement! gu yun heads back over to the table and settles back down with his green tea, now perfectly done and ready to drink. he'll take fukuda's earl grey and set out making a proper cup of tea - despite his...everything, gu yun is very good at it, the motions elegant and practiced like a young master. ]
Take a look at my week, for example - the entire way that unraveled, from top to bottom, each one of us involved, relied on our relationships.
... To be honest, I sort of stopped paying full attention to the meetings. I decided it was easier to believe in all of you if I didn't hear some of the things you'd be saying. Grell and I didn't even make it to the one on Wednesday.
[He means that he has no idea how your week went, Gu Yun.]
Strangely, it seems that they got along well enough.
[ ... he reaches up and pinches the space between his eyebrows, briefly. honestly, mahito has given him nothing but headaches since this happened so. ] I'll admit, I chose him as a target for several reasons, but I was not aware he was going to act that night. I was right in assuming he was dangerous.
... I do wish that I had known, though. Had I been able to wake up faster, I might have been able to keep her safe. I didn't have any control over it - I came across Mahito after the act was already done, and learned about it at the same time everyone else did.
[ he pours the water over the cup, and passes it over to fukuda. ] I tried to keep my promise. Unfortunate, that this place didn't give me much of a choice, so vengeance was the best I could do.
... It's fine. With the way things work, it's not like there was anything anyone could have done. If I'd somehow still been alive then, I wouldn't have been able to protect her either.
[He will take the cup though.]
I was sad to see her arrive but I was glad I got to see her again. It's hard... I feel like every time we're separated it's better for her. [Same as when she got revived.]
Ah, well I guess it's true for other people too. Like when Omi showed up, I was happy to see him, but I felt bad for being happy. [He didn't deserve to die. He should not have died at all!!]
I just had to feel that way more times with Aoi. I almost would have preferred if she hadn't wanted anything to do with me after she learned what I was.
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[Still he does join Gu Yun at the tea shelves... He rather vacantly picks out an Earl Grey.]
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[ a ready agreement! gu yun heads back over to the table and settles back down with his green tea, now perfectly done and ready to drink. he'll take fukuda's earl grey and set out making a proper cup of tea - despite his...everything, gu yun is very good at it, the motions elegant and practiced like a young master. ]
Take a look at my week, for example - the entire way that unraveled, from top to bottom, each one of us involved, relied on our relationships.
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[He means that he has no idea how your week went, Gu Yun.]
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Fair enough. The week that I killed Mahito, is what I meant, though, not any meetings.
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[He's quiet for a moment.]
... I suppose it's good you got revenge for Aoi but then that just meant she and Mahito were stuck together with us.
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[ ... he reaches up and pinches the space between his eyebrows, briefly. honestly, mahito has given him nothing but headaches since this happened so. ] I'll admit, I chose him as a target for several reasons, but I was not aware he was going to act that night. I was right in assuming he was dangerous.
... I do wish that I had known, though. Had I been able to wake up faster, I might have been able to keep her safe. I didn't have any control over it - I came across Mahito after the act was already done, and learned about it at the same time everyone else did.
[ he pours the water over the cup, and passes it over to fukuda. ] I tried to keep my promise. Unfortunate, that this place didn't give me much of a choice, so vengeance was the best I could do.
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[He will take the cup though.]
I was sad to see her arrive but I was glad I got to see her again. It's hard... I feel like every time we're separated it's better for her.
[Same as when she got revived.]
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[He didn't deserve to die. He should not have died at all!!]
I just had to feel that way more times with Aoi. I almost would have preferred if she hadn't wanted anything to do with me after she learned what I was.