... To be honest, I sort of stopped paying full attention to the meetings. I decided it was easier to believe in all of you if I didn't hear some of the things you'd be saying. Grell and I didn't even make it to the one on Wednesday.
[He means that he has no idea how your week went, Gu Yun.]
Strangely, it seems that they got along well enough.
[ ... he reaches up and pinches the space between his eyebrows, briefly. honestly, mahito has given him nothing but headaches since this happened so. ] I'll admit, I chose him as a target for several reasons, but I was not aware he was going to act that night. I was right in assuming he was dangerous.
... I do wish that I had known, though. Had I been able to wake up faster, I might have been able to keep her safe. I didn't have any control over it - I came across Mahito after the act was already done, and learned about it at the same time everyone else did.
[ he pours the water over the cup, and passes it over to fukuda. ] I tried to keep my promise. Unfortunate, that this place didn't give me much of a choice, so vengeance was the best I could do.
... It's fine. With the way things work, it's not like there was anything anyone could have done. If I'd somehow still been alive then, I wouldn't have been able to protect her either.
[He will take the cup though.]
I was sad to see her arrive but I was glad I got to see her again. It's hard... I feel like every time we're separated it's better for her. [Same as when she got revived.]
Ah, well I guess it's true for other people too. Like when Omi showed up, I was happy to see him, but I felt bad for being happy. [He didn't deserve to die. He should not have died at all!!]
I just had to feel that way more times with Aoi. I almost would have preferred if she hadn't wanted anything to do with me after she learned what I was.
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[He means that he has no idea how your week went, Gu Yun.]
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Fair enough. The week that I killed Mahito, is what I meant, though, not any meetings.
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[He's quiet for a moment.]
... I suppose it's good you got revenge for Aoi but then that just meant she and Mahito were stuck together with us.
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[ ... he reaches up and pinches the space between his eyebrows, briefly. honestly, mahito has given him nothing but headaches since this happened so. ] I'll admit, I chose him as a target for several reasons, but I was not aware he was going to act that night. I was right in assuming he was dangerous.
... I do wish that I had known, though. Had I been able to wake up faster, I might have been able to keep her safe. I didn't have any control over it - I came across Mahito after the act was already done, and learned about it at the same time everyone else did.
[ he pours the water over the cup, and passes it over to fukuda. ] I tried to keep my promise. Unfortunate, that this place didn't give me much of a choice, so vengeance was the best I could do.
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[He will take the cup though.]
I was sad to see her arrive but I was glad I got to see her again. It's hard... I feel like every time we're separated it's better for her.
[Same as when she got revived.]
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[He didn't deserve to die. He should not have died at all!!]
I just had to feel that way more times with Aoi. I almost would have preferred if she hadn't wanted anything to do with me after she learned what I was.