It's not so much about me having it on hand. It's the army itself. The distribution of ziliujin falls into the hand of the emperor - His Majesty is the one who decides what is done with it.

[ fantasy oil, and all that. gu yun's a pretty (ha) prideful guy, but, his pride comes heavily with the love of his country and his camp, too, so. filial piety bleeds into his bones, and he's not about to consider himself above the emperor.] I was undercover, waiting for an invasion I expected to come. If I'd been without, I may have been in deep shit.

[ lol ]